I'm a CSE major at UCSD, spend most of my time coding and sleeping. I like to write and read in my free time, and am trying to figure out a social life at school. I'm bisexual, polyamorous, and very verbal about social justice. Feel free to use any OC on here however you wish, but please notify me beforehand.
Idk. I don’t know if it would be ethical for me to have kids. I’ve always wanted to be a father, but I want to do it responsibly, as best as I possibly can. I have a lot of stuff, both personally and in my family history, that I don’t think is necessarily responsible to pass on to another human.
I have really mixed feelings about that because I haven’t been in treatment and feeling human long enough to treat it as I Decided, y’know? Like, I made that decision so so long ago, but I still ended up suicidal again.
That said, I’m glad I’m here, I’m glad I didn’t get bad enough to decide otherwise. I’m glad for the people that kept me here, who quite literally kept me alive, and for the people who pushed me, kicking, into treatment. Thank you all, all I can say is I won’t forget anything that you have done for me.
You sent this to me a while ago and it is only more true now
Ugh, I have a desperate need for sushi right now.
I’m glad you approve!
I know this isn’t true for everyone, but my mental illness has persistently been the worst thing in my life. I have absolutely no interest in romanticizing it or finding the silver lining, I’m on medication that makes it so I barely ever have to deal with it and that is exactly how I want it. The best thing that has ever happened with my mental illness is when I found out that I didn’t have to spend my whole life miserable and wanting to die.
Hey, at least I know I’m fucked up chemically and it’s not all for attention!